shifted!

yay i officially moved blog :D
http://cookiesandpizza.wordpress.com/
will cont' my updates there

clean up day...

ooh before i forget
Happy Belated 21st Birthday Hui Qi!!!!
wa she was like rli wow on her birthday party
the person who did her make up rli enhanced her features well.u know who u r
i wonder whether i'll be attending more of 21st birthday parties. :D

today i feel pensive.
dunno why also like no particular strong emotion
just kinda in a thinking mode.
or maybe its the nua mode HAHA

met up wid alexandria, shi tien, caroline and samantha! :D
haha went bishan j8 ate hotpot for the firstime in my life HAHA
believe it or not, knitting is the IN thing now among youths -____-;;;
saw it with my own eyes today.
right in the middle of bishan foodcourt

oh i cleaned up my room
shifted a few things arnd
my nose is hyper allergic and its been itchy the whole day
BUT
the nice thing is i decorated my room a little :D
AND
i bought a new study table
which is due to come on thursday afternoon =)

i was suddenly reminded abt the starbucking wid Jesus concept presented by p.shirls
maybe i should adopt tt concept? just tt starbucks might be a bit out of my budget
how does tau-huing wid Jesus sound? -___-;;;
we'll see.
i think this concept would prove even more essential after i start sko
when things get hectic, tau-huing wid Jesus will save me from going nuts.

anyways starting sko on 1st july,
early right? everyone keeps reminding me haha
kinda excited, nervous, a little scared maybe?
haha pray tt i'll not be so noob and blur like i usually am
somehow, i always tend to be more blur when things are foreign and new
take longer time to react and stuff

considering whether i should go ikea tmr to get storage boxes. :D

Happy Father's Day~

Time to give my cool dad a call
and let me wish all the fathers out there
Happy Father's day!!

melting!!

I just can't help but add this post
I have a feeling tt we r gonna be in tt polar bear's situation not too far off in the future.
anyways, i found tt pic smwhere on the web
and it felt morbidly funny.

post camp devotions 19th june

~Cause i don't need to see it to believe it
and I don't need to see it to believe it~

this phrase holds so much meaning.
I still rmbr during camp,
i asked myself "why must u always see things den believe it can be done?"
then is tt even called faith?
ironic question.

anyways,
today's post camp devotion kinda struck me a little.
my sentiments after reading:
Who doesn't like to be in control of their lives?
I do.
I like my life to be all grand and organized on the outside
and ppl wll say
'look, she's got her life all figured out and running like well-oiled machine'
but then where would God be in this picture?
and what if He IS in the picture?
How different would the picture be?
questions questions questions.
to tell u the truth, i dunno.
cuz i haven't mustered the courage to ask God what is His plans for me.
it might just be too much for me to agree to.
but reading the post camp devotions,
i know tt the picture is a much better one.
One tt promises His providence, courage and plans (to prosper me)

you know wads the funny thing,
sometimes i'll be afraid tt if i dun take things into my own hands,
things will fail.
but God is unfailing.
How did i get tt idea? beats me.
and one of the things i just find it so hard to put in God's hands is:
growth.
one fine day, i'll realize tt i have so many things i need to change.
i keep trying to monitor all my changes
tt i get tired trying to change everything
why not just give it a break? its too tough anyways.
yup tt's wad goes on in my mind
but today's devotions just spoke to me
Why am i using my own strength to do everything?
God called for partnership
not Lordship where He just stands high up in the heavens.
Today right now, He is offering a partnership with me
to walk my life with Him by my side always.
wow i gotta let tt sink in.

so what's your plans for me, dad?

irritated with myself

i think i rli have to do smth abt tt face of mine
seriously,
i m noob abt facial expressions and tones.
and its not just a today thing, but a yesterday, day before yesterday, my whole life before today thing.
i tot i improved but i realize tt i can be better than wad i'm doing now.

i can be so sensitive to wad others say but totally oblivious to my own expressions
God ah!!!
and i rli feel bad when i make others feel bad wid tt expression i give off.
the feeling is like u wanna kick urself.

even my own parents say my face is like bao jing tian
which is NOT a compliment...
and if my tone can make my own dad (who is pretty lenient nowadays) irritated,
den smth must be wrong wid me.
but wad can i do? read more books on how to have social eq? -___-
mayb observe ppl more and learn how to react in situations.
God ah, give me wisdom how to adjust my expressions accordingly.

what happens on thursdays...

call me sadistic but i just can't wait for the ant killer thingy i bought to take effect
tmr, the house shall be ant free! *evil laughter*

okie back to normal self.
cg today: durian, spaghetti and pure mushroom soup(none of tt campbell stuff)
i think Faith was like dying from the smell
cg was rli different
can rli feel how ppl are making effort to open up more and share
it was great time no exaggeration
not to mention,
everyone is starting to follow the lian bang qiang HAHA
aka malaysian accent.

and qing ni gen wo zhe yang zuo is officially our cg game :D
although my chinese doesn't complement it at all

need more sleep... ...